My first born. I remember standing in line at the DMV in Orem with Scott seeing his mother's maiden name on his form. Briggs. I said "that's it, that's the babies name" Scott said, "what if it's a girl" I said it wont be, it will be a boy and his name is Briggs. The name fits him so well.
At 36wks pregnant my water broke at 6am. It gushed, like a waterfall. I will never forget the look on Scott's face. We went to the provo hospital and checked into triash. They tested me with the tape and they told me I must have peed my pants. I looked at Scott and we both laughed. We thought we where candid camera. They where ready to send me home a liar when Briggs' heart rate dropped dramatically. They came running in saying that we where having a baby today and that they would have to break my water and induce labor. Later the doctor "tried" to break my water and he looked puzzled and said "huh, I guess your water did break" ya think?! The anesthesia came.....those with weak stomachs, skip this part.....the putossin was hitting strong and I was really nervous that B was stressed. I needed drugs! So the numbing shot went in then the "needle".....I remember her twisting, and hearing my spine crackle, and the pressure! She had to pull the needle out 2 with blood running down my back, she decided I needed to have me sit up and I needed to touch my toes. LOL! Yeah I know- I couldn't even drive my car with B he was a biggin. So the 3rd time was the charm with a huge contraction and the numbing shot long warn off , me in zen mediation, it was finally in.(I am getting sick just thinking of the pain.) (not as bad as natural labor tho) Anyway,about 6 hrs later, March 28th 2000 at 12:46pm, 7lbs 16oz 19in my B was born.
Last Monday I took the kids to the store for a doughnut. Just a normal morning at the store..B was complaining how thirsty he was, I asked him to wait a minute. B fell off the cart (the blue ones where kids can sit on,up high) on his shoulder then flipped his head back, hitting his head, having a seizure. His eyes where open and the seizure lasted for about 15 seconds, it felt longer, then he came to saying he was going to hurl. This nice young lady came over that worked there and asked if I needed anything I asked her for a garbage can. (when everyone else ignored the whole thing)I got him up managed to get him sitting again. We went to get him a drink and I made an appointment with our doc in A.F. B was pale and not talking much. They got us in immediately. Briggs was still really sick to his stomach, dizzy and his head hurt. 3 doctors assessments later they suggested we go to A.F. ER-Just down the street. A nurse helped us over there with baby, Dyly an B. Scott was on his way. Telling the story of his fall a billion times later. They gave him a cat scan. I had to leave the hospital cause the baby was fussy and Dylan is just Dylan. Walking out of the hospital trying to keep my composure, I felt so guilty leaving him with Daddy. By the time I got home Scott called to tell me the results of B's cat scan. Arachnoid cyst on the back left side of his brain. They sent up the results to Primaries to the neurologist. Scott keeping his calm being with B in ER, I lost it. We didn't tell him anything until we went up to primaries the next day and had the neurologist explained it. The doc asked us to come back in 2 days for an MRI to make sure there was no cancer and what his state was, cirtical, or non-critical. He did the MRI w/o sedation. He was so brave. They let him watch a movie. He thought it was awesome! I sat in the room and thaught I was going to be deff. Then he got stressed again when we saw the doc and where talking surgery. He is so upset that he will feal it. The doc said he is not in critical condition like he thaught with the cat scan, but we have to keep a close eye on it and him.
Postirior Fossa Craniotomy; they put a small incision behind his ear and take out a chunk of skull and drain the pocket of fluid and strip the membranes, put the bone back. He would be in the hospital for 4 days and in recovery for 4 weeks. We are going back in 5 wks for another MRI and to see the doc. We have to track his headaches and dizzines. It is about 3in long 1in thik 2in deep. It's seems huge when you see it. It is pushing his brain over to the right. They say he has most likely had it since birth. In the cat scan you can see how the bone grew over the cyst. If you feel the back of his head there is a bump. Poor B has had a whirlwind kind of week. We aren't talking about it around him cause he is having a hard time with it. So when we do talk about it with others we make sure he is not around.
We love our B so much. We are grateful for our friends and family, and for the MRI that helped make things seem less critical. We don't need anything and are making days as normal as possible for him. Thank you for your prayers!
5 years ago
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that is crazy! i am so glad that things are going to be ok. tell briggs that we are praying for him. he is such a strong, brave boy. let me know if there is anything that i can do for you...i miss you and wish i were there. xoxo
Did he fall off the shopping cart because of the cyst? Or did the fall just reveal the cyst?
Shanna,
We have been praying EVERY day for Briggs. Each of the boys take turns saying their prayers (which always includes Briggs). We know he will be ok! The boys are worried and of course we are too! We love that little man so much!! I hope we can do something for you during this hard time. At least visit and watch your kids or whatever! I will help wherever and I hope you know that!! I love you tons and I am so proud of Briggs for being so strong! I love that little guy. You guys are great parents and I hope you feel comforted from our Savior. I love you tons!
I wish you would have told me this when I called you today, ya bum. But I understand why you didn't. Briggs is totally in our prayers and I put you all on the temple prayer roll, I'm sure your family already has but extra prayers won't hurt right :) Love you tons and of course I will do anything you need, we can totally play with the kids if you need to take B to the Dr. or anything. Love you tons, hang in there, we have faith that he will be okay.
What the heck is it with these boys?? Noah started having seizures in a most terrifying way just back in March. So I can definitely feel some of your pain and fear. I am so sorry- I'm so glad it doesn't look grim like they thought. We'll absolutely keep him in our prayers. You parents too. :) Sometimes I think it's harder on us than them...
Hey friend, I ditto everyone's comments of LOVE and support for you guys! We had a similar experience with Reagan when I was barely pregnant with Ava, gotta love the CT scans and MRI's at Primary Children's right? I know how easy it is to let your mind drift off to scary places but remember that SOOOOO many around you LOVE YOU and Your sweet little family! And of coarse you have your completely loving and wonderful Heavenly Father who is always watching over his beautiful Shanna, Scott, Briggs, Dylan and Aliya!!! Hang in there Kiddo! You are amazing beyond measure! You are all in our prayers for sure! And if you guys need ANYTHING AT ALL call me dude!!! And I'm not just blowing smoke out of my butt :o) I mean it! Love you sweetie!
Wow!!! It has been awhile since we have chatted. We will be keeping all of you in our prayers. Love Ya!!
How scary for all of you! There can never be too many prayers. I believe that miracles come because of them! Hang in there.
You are in our prayers!
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